i hate it. =(
♥4:25 PM..Love
the past two weeks, life isn't that fantastic.

i hate people making a fuss when bosses walked past, backstabbing. okay, no one will like it. but it is really bad.

anyway, went to the temple today as i wanna draw the lots.


two good, one bad.


the one that is bad is for work. studies and love life is good. the one is bad is really bad.. as in... the english illustration : 'even if you are pregnant, you will get miscarriage.' yes, that bad. went to ask the person to explain to me. he said, it is super bad, and alot of 'xiao ren and xiao gui' all hidden in the dark. work is not as smooth as it seems to be.

studies : in the past is bad, but it will get better from now on. which means that i will get 50 instead of 49? ha. oh, he mentioned that i will complete my studies, need proper skills to achieve it.

love : i don't wish to mention as he said till it's super good in the future. but to me, nothing is good unless something happen.


anyway, i just draw lots for fun, won't read so much into it. =)


went to the airport and played the tallest slide. hah. it has been ages since i play a slide! cool~ the speed depends on what material you wear. and we have to sign and indemnity form before playing. hmm...

weekend is gone with a breeze. so is the baybeats. soon, YOG too..


tomorrow is doom day...
♥10:29 PM..Love
"I can't cry. Its the saddest moment in my life and I can't cry."


when i read this, I cried.

i still can't get over it. why!


upset.
♥4:32 PM..Love
so busy this week.. busy with what i really don't know... alot of disturbance. but anyway... this week is o-v-e-r.

and luckily, boss is back to save me... a relief. =)


went for the bobbi brown, so called 'fashion show'.

coordinating with dkny to promote their new jeans.

learnt alot of tips from the host - tran (think that is his name), the famous tv fashion artiste.








followed by some demonstrations and tips for make up. i was like.. OOo... now i know. LOL...



oh! and they served nice pastries! but i only ended up eating the cup cake. tooo full.












guess what? oh, only the fist box, at the front, is mine. =) the rest are sherlyn's. she spent up till SGD500... -.-"



there door gift is okay-okay. some vouchers.

oh, and i still hate my hair. H-A-T-E.




he is cute...
♥12:37 AM..Love
好想哭。。。
♥2:06 PM..Love
sleepy.
♥12:45 PM..Love
i am super pissed now. stop poking me until i cannot take it. i don't need your opinion anyway, i hate people who slap you already, then come and say sorry. what for? who are you to me? the one who suffer will be you. not me. i am not a sandbag for you to punch. happy, you talked to me, not happy then be sacastic to me. wth? wanna punch? you got the wrong person then.


arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
♥10:58 AM..Love
back to blogging. had a bad week last two weeks. so i decided to skip the pages. =)

recently, atmosphere in the office is very quiet, and weird.. i should said.

lesser people now, and ever since i got misunderstood, i tend to not working twice as hard as before. and i don't know what's wrong with her, she refused to talk to me. and it is awkward if i took the same bus or lift with her. now, i only leave office after she left. anyway, i try not to care.

yesterday was bad too, as I got naggings for doing something which is not exactly my fault, i mean come to think of it. but anyway... leave it as that.

today slightly better. i realised that i am working, as though i am taking care of my own business. what it takes to operate a company?

need to take care of the production.
need to push for sales.
need to chase for payment.
need to look after every small/big things.
know your products/prices at your fingertips.
PR-ing is very important too.

oh, i am doing all of the above.

this is what keeping me busy and stress at work.

which is good. keep my mind off everything.


had class just now, feel the strain and tired-ness. super duper stiff. i admit i am old now. =(

on a happy note....



it is arriving at my office tomorrow... =))

with free blue tooth set, free 3 pairs of movie tix, free auto roam and caller ID for 2 years. and i paying FOC. but i need to give up my E71.. which i still like it so far.. =/ hope BB doesn't disappoint me.

off to bed...
♥11:16 PM..Love