y do i always see what i shouldn't have see?

=(
♥10:12 PM..Love
ain't working today.

having some me-time.

went for a jog, and have mac bkf.

and of course, mugging.
♥12:03 PM..Love
Abit annoyed... But okay la, I don't need people to understand me. People always judge each other by cover, by perception. Most people thinks, believes that I am a spendthrift. Well, I admit that, to certain extent. What I buy, worth it or not, for who, like it or not, is what I buy. Not you. If you ain't happy, you are just sore.

Why can't people believe that it's a gift? If I come back with bags, it means I am shopping? Well, honestly, when I was out, I didn't visit any of my favourite shops today. I am also lazy to explain, so tiring. If I change wallet, people will just say, 'again!' It doesn't means I bought it myself what.. I really don't know what to say. Maybe when I am attached last time, I can proudly and stepped into the house and said'its a gift' even if I bought something for myself.

Now when I come home is ,'spend money again ah!'

no one understands, if you don't, please don't step on me, I may not be as nasty as last time, doesn't mean tht u can step on my tail.

Had some agruments about the air tickets.. Why so difficult? Sigh.

I really hate the life I am living in now.

Just, please... leave me alone.
♥9:01 PM..Love
boss: maybe i should get you a blackberry...

*me nodding head vigorously*

boss: o-kaaaaay, let me get the project first..

...

yay! one step nearer to BB! =))

but i think talk no action leh.


This ramen is reeeealllly delicious! yummy!















































I like the design. =)
















while i was in china. the only thing i missed is the weather! singapore is super humid! boo!

went to the temple early morning. somanypeople!!


MY GOD..... MY FRIEND IS SO IRRITATING!! HE SIGNED ME UP FOR STANARD CHARTERED MARATHON 2010 FOR 21 KM!!! x.x

train train train.... so gonna kill him.
♥11:26 AM..Love
was at orchard road just now. soooo many red boards. haha. GSS is here. a long queue outside coach store. so many people. don't they need to work? ?

anyway, happy that tmr is a holiday.

=)
♥11:45 AM..Love
sometimes i just feel like putting away everything and just move on. i wish i am at my 60s or 70s going to die. no need to think so much, no need to prepare for the future when i am already in the future.

i realised everytime i asked a question, no one replied. hah. so my cravings is so off. sometimes i realised that what i wanna eat is not the kind of food that others will like. others will eat, but not for cravings.

gss is here. shit.

nt working on monday. hooray. so looking forward to it.


the weather is freaky humid. how i wish the temperature is the same as shanghai.. but not as dusty as the city.
♥8:52 PM..Love
sigh. she pissed me off... totally.

going back home after work is such a chore now... she kept waiting for me after work. stressed.

hate it.


i think everyone keep stuffing food to me. everyone at work kept asking whether i need food or not. -.-" had been eating since after lunch. OMG.



don't feel like doing anything tonight, just wanna sleep it through... =/


Cravings for buffalo wings... Anyone?
♥7:43 PM..Love
So bored...

I am feeling moody again.. :(
♥8:03 PM..Love
went to watch shrek 4 - forever after, alone. i don't know why, the first thing i wanna do when i touched down, i soo wanna watch a movie. haha.

hah. in 3D.. not nice. felt being cheated. the show not nice too.

supposed to start the show at 7.20 but in the end started at 8pm due to technical fault. but okay lah, since they said i am able to exchange 1 for 1 ticket within 3 months at any branch. =)
♥10:29 AM..Love
HOME SWEET HOME! =)

had some sleep. hours but still so tired. can't be jet lag what... same timing. i love my luggage for some reasons. =)


all foreign websites are being blocked in China. -.-

so one week of no entertainment - no tv, no fb, no youtube.

so just work, sleep, work, sleep. stressed.

work there for an hour is as if i work in singapore for 1 day. lots of work.

good experience, but seriously i hate the food.

i think i am used to not having lunch already.



already cravings for food.but why is it i dont crave it when i am in singapore ah?

typical singaporean. haha.
♥11:55 PM..Love
sigh.


see ya people. i have a list of 'what to eat' when i am back in sg.



wahahahaha.

dah.
♥10:48 AM..Love
fell asleep while blogging yesterday. too tired.



sorry ah, taken secretly, took this at Livewire Good Sports. The screen is so big, like watching movie. live telecast of sports, with the seats so comfortable, there is a table for each chair. air con blasting, kaos! i love that place. hah.temporaily entrance fees being waived.

going to china tomorrow... i don't feel like going... it is really not a great time to travel. so many things to do but i still need to be away. =( haven't even pack my things yet. sigh.

i would like to visit universal studio in sentosa... anyone?


did i mention i watch the backup plan? the guy is charming. but so not realistic. just love jennifer lopez.

argh. so many things to bring. shoot. =((
♥8:46 AM..Love







Thank you.......


off to bed. dah.
♥12:48 AM..Love
was @ molly malone's for dinner with the girls. delicious splendid meal. thanks for the treat.

celebrated with my colleagues too.. cut cake and thanks boss for the lunch treat.




yes people, i am officially 24yrs old. I am happy, but not very happy, sad, but not very sad. hah.


at the age of 24yrs old, i completed NOTHING.

everything half-way.

love life, zero. one more year to mid year crisis.

btw, sixth sense is not accurate.



i love what i am doing, but can i go further? how far can i go?


and thanks to the people who wish me. i ♥ you all. =)
♥12:29 AM..Love
Happy Birthday to ME!! :))
♥12:46 AM..Love
will update more when i am not so tired.

went to sentosa just now.. been like soooo long since i last went there. when i am still in primary school. hah. so exciting. went to take alot of pics. see see look look.

pics will be up soon.. hopefully. lol.

weekend is over, so fast! how to hibernate! not enough!




thank you... even if i said a hundred times, it's still not enough. i don't have such good fortune to have you all to be around me all the time. i am being spoilt. if one day you all decided to walk out from my life and disappear.. i am worried that i have to pick up myself, again. =(
♥2:27 AM..Love
new blog skin. rushing out, come back then adjust the alignment.

rainning... but then its still so humid.

dah.
♥5:06 PM..Love
whew... weekends... i love weekends... but i think i am making myself too busy. bad.

why am i busy everyday? i also don't know, i only know when i am at work time passes sooo fast. like 'blink' is lunch time, and 'blink' again, is 5.30pm. and the best is, i can't recall what i did, but i recall what i have yet to do.

OMG.

too many invoices, quotations, purchase order to issue, checking the indo side accounts is a headache. and when boss is around, my name keeps buzzing around my ears. but people told me it is good that you are wanted. hah.

and y am i not sleeping? because i am suffering from caffine effect. HAHA.

didn't have a very good dinner just now. food doesn't taste good, not to mention fabulous. over priced. but i enjoyed the company though. =)

wanna watch back up plan. but realised, no gfs watching. sad.



i shouldn't look back a year ago. when everything started.



met up with jenny, and chatted with her.. suddenly.. i started pouring everything out. sobbing. what's wrong with me? i think i am too hard on myself. sometimes, it's good that i sat down and think about what happened, what is going on, what is going to happen in the future. think though, what i really want. am i expecting something in return?

and i caused such a dramatic scene just now. okay, hoping that everyone doesn't remember my face.

i can sense something is going to happen on that day. women's sixth sense. trust me.


and you, treating me like your gf is giving me headache. checking on my schedule... i think u are hoping that i will say, 'hey, y not i meet u after my piano?' no no no. and when i asked you why you called, you said, 'just checking on how are u?'

....

and that is when i see you everyday in office you know?



everyone seems to be so easy to read, so predictable, including me, myself.
♥2:46 AM..Love
was in orchard just now... crowds everywhere. everyone seems to be so busy. how i wish i can be like them.. busy buying things. HA HA HA.
♥5:25 PM..Love
been on a roller coaster ride since yesterday... why is this happening to me again...

i believe everything happens for a reason..

and to make things worse.. the weather is super not friendly at all. so dry and humid until i need to sleep on the floor. glad that my bedroom floor is made of marble tiles.

now that my bday is drawing near, i hate it. i wish that it never come. i shall plan an exciting day for that day - sleep.

i must get better and not get worse. physically and mentally.
♥9:09 AM..Love
Not a good day to start off with.


Suddenly... I miss you... :(
♥8:28 AM..Love
My arm cannot wait till wed.. Sound like some baby coming out. -.-

When the doctor said it's not painful, it's painful. Don't listen to them!

It is not painful before the anaesthetic went off. so irritating.

Btw, how am I going to write ah!!

And doc said I will grow back again! Crap.

Anyway, cannot type too long. Scare I 'open' the wound.

Tmr have to go back for dressing. Sigh.
♥8:10 PM..Love
I am afraid... =(
♥2:34 PM..Love
watched iron man 2. nice. but y no romance genre movies nowadays? or i missed all?

anyway, my arm was painful such that i need to go get antibiotics from the doc. that lump in my arm. doc said it is infected. can't operate now cos it will cause more baterias. wth? thought i can drag it till i get back from china. but guess not, need to go for a minor surgery on wed. wasting money again. y cant i just be healthy all the way? zz.



can u see my veins on my hand?? freaking disgusting. haha.








my fav dish of the day! guess what?



it's unagi in the middle of the omelette! i like! hee.



yummy!



potato tempura.



this is a picture on the floor. can u see the 3D effect?? i took awhile to realise this. HAHA.


she is causing me mental stress. =(

insomnia.
♥10:25 PM..Love
May day over! Sigh...

Off to swim..... Blog later.

Dah.
♥7:36 AM..Love