kinda feel sian when my bros are not around. =/

tahan one more week before both of them fly/book out.

i come to realise that i love my phone more than anything else. every 5 mins i need to see it. haha. this is bad.

why when my boss is not around, everything goes wrong?? i must get everything back in place!

i wanna P.A.R.T.Y!! =)
♥11:16 PM..Love
when effort goes down the drain...

i have stopped trying.
♥10:30 AM..Love
i should hand off everything and don't be a busybody.

i should leave everything behind and start afresh.

i should not listen too much to what people say.

what i have listened, i should keep it to myself.

sorry if i have hurt you. and it was never intentional.


i should just block myself from unnecessary troubles.
♥10:45 AM..Love
i couldn't sleep. =(

my bro is going for NS. hais. i hate it when i need to oversee everything when the eldest is not around. my eldest bro is away for course in US.

i am sad for my ex colleague... i think she is lost now as she couldn't find a job and she might have to return to her country if she is still jobless.. and her bf is not around... i start to 'feel' for those who leave their country and live alone in sg... like few of my colleagues.. they only get to go back once a year as their air tickets and leaves are too expensive for them to afford...

i love doing things alone now. the calm and quiet atmosphere is all i need.

it is back to where i started, where i once been.

i miss my poly life.. i really miss it...
♥12:30 AM..Love