i dunno why ppl like to insist that they are right... and pushing blames to others... it hurts when you treat the person as friend. but now, we turn into enemies, stabbing us behind. getting thrown and slammed us with blames. don't they realised its not us but her character? if you meant to kick us out, you can just give us reasons and not pushing blames to us. we will accept, totally accepted. but right now... we become foes. where are the happy times we had together? all washed from your brain? this is saddening. i have lost a friend.
♥9:43 PM..Love


parick dempsey. he is indeed veri charming.


i finally mastered driving. no more mount kerb. perfect. i must pass.
♥10:08 PM..Love
hmm... bday over.. exam coming. i am stressed. i tend to snap at ppl when i stressed. i eat alot of chocs and tibits when i am stressed. sorrie if i offended anyone when i am stressed. its not purposely did it on anyone. yap.

i had celebrations... all at bugis. interesting rite? hah. for this week, i went for like..... 4 times? haha. celebrated with yali and fish at bugis. ajitei. celebrated with e4. at nydc. celebrated at V8, with choir pals.

i received angbaos and gifts. thanks people. love you guys.

i wont haf any financial probs at least i can say, for this mth.

i love the postcards e4 gals did. so motivating. i read almost every morning before i leave home for work. =) and not forgetting gerard san. hahaha... the book mark is full of tigar. lol. thanks!

poly pals. thanks for the ang bao tht it helps me settle one of my driving lesson. =)

thanks choir pals for the gifts from bankgkok. i love them. gucci perfume and cheesecake from starbucks. didnt expect tht.

i have great bosses and colleagues. quek and julia treat me to pasta mania. and choon hwee ran places just to buy a not-happy-mother-day cake for me. greatly appreciated people. =)

thanks darling for the $300 angbao. i noe you gave it to me to lighten my load. but yap, i will help you keep them for the time being.

and of cos, people who sms me wishes! thanks... some 'soon bian' sms me happy mother day... -.-

some pics.













see my contented face with the angbao? haha...

didnt take pics with yali and fish. forgt abt it. haha...

choir pals. not uploaded yet.

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i am a complex individual.

i have a love-hate relationship with myself.

its tough. but i will with-held with all my might.

i dunno wat i wan actually.

full blast studying ahead in the holidays.

thts all.
♥12:48 AM..Love
happy bday to me!

hmm... i jus dun like it to fall on mother day. cakes are for mothers on tht day. lots of aunties shopping. but who cares, once in a blue moon lah. and i get discounts like mother day special. hah.

and thanks ppl for the ang baoz! though we jus go out and eat, i have fun! i enjoy gatherings. =)

went to see jenny concert. quite good and powerful. i mean her voice. her daughter came and her costumes are pretty.

sleepy liao.... update pics next time. =)
♥12:28 AM..Love
somehow.. after 3 yrs... the feeling is not the same.. is like what obrin said... 1st year, will you said: 'dar, i miss you...' the next thing you know he will call: 'babe, i am downstairs...'

2nd year... when you said the same thing, he will say: 'orh, i miss you too...'

3rd year... when you said the same thing, he will say: ' babe, i am really tired, i needa sleep..'

but ya.. i noe.. though stablised, but i don't know whether it is a good thing.
♥12:29 AM..Love
somehow i feel people are moving further away from me... no longer feel my presence. i always tot even though we are busy with our own life, we will still be there and can feel each other. well, maybe our times are over as new chapters of our lives stays on, the important people may be seen as not so important already.

well, maybe i should move on as well...
♥12:19 AM..Love