i am tired... haizz... later got class.. i like everyday also got class one... so sianzz... i kept thinking of work tomorrow... WORRIED... SCARED... sianzz... don't know what to do... i wan to go out.. i wan go shopping... so many i wan.. what to do next... got alot of food i wan to eat.. haizz....sianzz.. i dont noe wat to blog le.. just feel like typing... argh... whatever.
♥12:28 PM..Love
i noe u are stressed, tired... i noe i should stand by yr side... but am i not stress, not tired. i am the one always asking for meetings. to you, meetings are not important. but somehow or rather, i feel i am dating with an invisible person. asking basic questions daily like how are you? have you eaten? what is the point? i dont feel that you are there anymore. when i call u to tok, u say u are busy and call me back later. the problem is, i don't know why, i am having short term memory, when u call again, i will jus forget everything. and is like wat pat said, the first time i complain a thing to someone, it will be very detailed and long. but if i repeat the same thing, to another person, it will just get summarised and the story will just get shorter and shorter. and u are the one, who is not the person who i tell the first time. i noe i am being unfair to u, but i am sorrie to tell u tht, i am too tired to travel, for the first time, which i don't know why i feel its a 'i want to' case in the past. i wont ask questions to stress u for the time being.. i noe u will be ok soon. i noe i will get used to it too.
♥8:12 AM..Love
happi bday ally....



haiz.. went to class and rushed back to work. stupid bus 196, i waited damn long lor. and i intend to take a cab down. cabbies are soooo smart. they dont want to pick me up from the bus stop but once i waited in the CBD area, all came flooding me. fuck lor! i am in a rush and they happily picked me up so that they can earn extra of $1 or $2 cos is from CBD area!! fuck lah. and of cos, since he picked me from the CBD area, he happily drove me around that area and thanks to him, i noe where is the burger king and the sgx centre which i always wondering where it is.

and reached here, i droped money. i wanted to pick it up, but i donno where the coins rolled to. and i think is quite far away. and i promised to be back by 6pm and i reached at 630pm. wth.. i noe it is veri stupid of me, but i dont wanna waste more time to look for some stupid coins which i dont noe where is it. i just felt so fed up and yes, i vent it on dear. sorry...

Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

♥6:29 PM..Love
getting ready to go work.. haizz... later got class..

havent had the time to go out with dear.. he working and i am busy. so i don't blame anyone. met him yesterday and i really feel so happy to see him. havent see him for a long long time... everytime find him also in the dark dark shop.. eat with him also in the dark dark shop... haiz.. but nvm... i can tolerate.

hair finally dry... off to work le.. dah!
♥8:22 AM..Love
haizz... working now... for the 1st time.. i surf net till i am so tired. did almost everything, blog hopping, online shopping, listening to music, etc etc etc. trying to earn more money to have a better life. hah. ok fine, wanna gain extra money so that i don't have to ask for money from my mum.

right now, in my mind, i am confused. lots of things to be done. but i am just plain lazy. and new things keep popping out. sooo.... my tasks are never ending. i dun no which one to start off with... forget it,too lazy to think.

suddenly i feel that alot of people surrounding me... weird.

some things touches my heart.. and i am truly happy that i am remembered.
♥9:26 PM..Love
y everyone go and watch fireworks with their friends except me.... =(
♥7:06 PM..Love
get tired easily these few days. haizz... concentrate....... haha...

at least my life is considered normal... at least i dun need to live behind a mask. don't they find it veri xin ku to do that? haizz... y make life so difficult for yourselves.. must enjoy life to the fullest. ya.. must be like me... eat and eat until so fat now. haizz... anyway, i don't know what i am toking.. forget it.

workz tomorrow... money money...

yay! santi is coming back soon! haha..
♥12:08 AM..Love
full day sch on national day eve.. and the best thing is... i am totally confused by the lecture. nvm...

i want see fire works..

not a very happy national day..
♥9:37 AM..Love
had pasta mania for lunch with yali before class.. then went to transfer my law class.. finally.. i am out. but... kinda worried too.. cos.. i don't know whether the next lecturer will be good or not.. hope so bah... alot of changes have to be made.. haizz.. why do i keep thinking about food...

pls: shan, quek and zhen, my mon class cancelled. so can meet for dinner on monday le..
♥8:44 PM..Love