i been waiting for tomorrow... cos it is a holiday. haizz... finally man.. and it also mean tht i still left one month before sip ends. anyway... i am feeling lazy right now, so shall not type so much. hah. just a few points.

-am i too unreasonable? but you never know how i feel unless you are me.

-i wish i could.. get a distinct for my exam but i don't think can... cos i lost 5 marks and finding more and more careless mistakes each day. haiz..

-i am broke. very very broke. my pay is not coming in yet.. sad sad.

-i am so sianz.. sianz until i go play maple. and i love my char now.






♥11:09 PM..Love
felt so dread after my exam... brain dead.
♥1:16 PM..Love
i need to shop... i miss shopping.

piano exam this sat, but i am not at least ready.

kinda weird.. that two guys suddenly appeared from nowhere again.
♥7:28 PM..Love
was on MC yestersay. having a high fever, flu, sore throat and cough. doctor said i catch a cold.. wah liao.. catch a cold not flu only ah.. sadded.. anyway, it is not dengue lah, so you all don't run away from me.. muhaha... but have been fevrish from wed. watever temperature i also got liao.. lolz... but not above 39 lah.. at least, i can sit down here and crap now. yesterday really jialat.

so long nv blog liao like english super broken. haha.. go rest le.. dah..
♥11:39 AM..Love
its so damn bloody boring... reached home early but i felt so bored. no one here to entertain me. argh... felt frustrated.

work is ok, i will be an expert in doing bank reconciliations soon. then went down to expo to collect money. then.. home sweet home...

he is having jamming and i am so bored at home.. haizz.. busy busy.. actually.. got things for me to do but i don't know which one to start. and i am lazy to start them too. sianz....

felt hungry, going downstairs to buy tibits. dah...
♥6:13 PM..Love
went on site just now and got the chance logging off early for work. hee.. happy today.. he came down to meet me for dinner. we two are so lame. lamers.. lolz.. and i get to eat my popeye. then went to eat swensen earthquake. got cravings for ice cream.. and yes... two people ate one whole bowl of earthquake. eat until so full... wanna vomit. lolz... pics for viewing...


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now you see it...


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bro took this.. kingfisher..



seeing you today makes my day.
whatever you told me,
i will remember.
i know what you meant,
i got what you tried to tell me.
for sure i know,
i won't leave you.
thanks for everything.
♥11:06 PM..Love
did some reflection on myself. staring in the air, didn't know what to do next. suddenly felt so lost. many many things to be done but not enough time. haiz. negative thinkings. why people are here to live? then live must earn money, make no sense, don't know who came up with the thing called m-o-n-e-y.

i think i can master a skill that blocks noise and at the same time, trying to be as if i am interested. it is tough to learn it... hahah...

anyway, i am happy with my sip so far. tired.
♥10:15 PM..Love
yaya.. she passed away. my mum going down today for her funeral. the three of us told us not to go but she wanted to. and i started teasing her by saying: 'ya rite, you go there, she see you, maybe she will jus jump out of the coffin and xiao shu will be ever so grateful to you.. muhahaha...' and we all started laughing.. ok, i noe i am evil... of cos, abit sadded. but.. whenever i think of how my ah gong got ill treated by her, i get so bloody worked up and i have been saying one day she may jus die, and to some of u who knows me well, ya, my mouth has still got its power.

havent been blogging as i am so tired of staring at the pc. my eyes going to spoilt sooooOOn. looking at so many figures everyday, staring at computer everyday. stressed at work yesterday but my supervisor and colleuges are nice people i must said. i managed to clear everything before i left for home. i jus hope to pull through the sip. =)

lost contact with friends. i am so tired to even lift up the phone to call.. ok lah, i am lazy. been sleeping at 11pm almost everyday. now weekend is here and i must enjoy. been telling myself for the past 5 days. wahaha... but weekend always pass so fast... can i have more than 24hours per day for weekends.... just crapping.

off to meet zhen quek and shan.. dah...
♥12:22 PM..Love
heard that my aunt got cancer. now in hospital. anyway, not my close kin. so called sever ties with them le. sympathize her but at the same time... retribution.

oh, happy bday yali! =)
♥10:06 PM..Love
went back to sch today... so happy! lolz.. cos i got to see my friends again and complain and complain. seeing people gathering here and there asking about sip and everything.. so nice...

after that went to sakae sushi and so called celebrate yali's bday cum children's day.. wahaha... and we were practically discussing about her bday present in front of her.. tot of wat to buy le.. =P tell us when you free again ah...

then after that went to bugis street to look for my mickey mouse bag again.. but haizz... the shipping of the goods are here but not the bag.. the uncle say the design no more le.. suer sad and disappointed... waited for a month... haizz.. so regretted that i didn't buy that time. haiz..

then went to tampines cos we didn't wanna go home yet.. saw lots of things i wanna buy.. but.. bought none. broke. didn't wanna buy at first sight but guess they will be gone soon like what happened to my mickey mouse bag...sobz.. nvm..

ok, done with blogging.. now go write e journal le.. dah...
♥9:38 PM..Love