so many things and events happened. lets see...

-friday-
went to piano class as usual and in the evening went to see him performed. everything was nice and seriously, i think his band mates have the bond there and they really rocks the audience. i am impressed. =)

-saturday-
after so long we didn't get to hang out, we went shopping. hmm... we went to bugis for lunch, bought a bracelet from accessorize. then went walk here and there.. then go down to peninsular to try guitars. guess he really set his mind on the white one. wahaha... its nice. then went to funan IT mall. i also didnt know why we went there... oh yah.. went to search for water. lolz... and we settled down at mac. then... oh yah, went to raffles city shopping centre. so long never go there le.. since after working at robinsons. bought an espirit tee... then... went down to suntec and waited for his parents' to pick us up to chalet. friend's bday. went to see geylang night life. omg lor... different street different nations. lolz... red light districts everywhere... pimps... scary... then went to wish bday ger... had dinner and home sweet home.

i think i worried too much or rather, this problem has always been in my heart. i have a bad childhood which i don't like to mention to people. i always like to keep my family problem in my heart. its hard to open up at times. pardon me for always staring in the blank and replying you: 'nothing...' i don't mean it, but seriously, i don't know how to answer you or where should i begin my stories. i don't wanna dig out things i don't wanna remember. and we shall solve the 'i can't accept' problem after my exam alrite? though you may think i am thinking too much, but to me, it's something that i can't just leave it there and let it happens. sorry.

-sun-
where did i go? i forgot. i only know i kept walking around the house with the cra notes. wahaha... don't know whether got go into my mind or not. whatever lah. then went to piano lesson. was feeling lazy so didnt go down to shop with the choir gang. so sorrie... shall make up after my exam ya? =) haizz... and my tv SPOILT. i don't know how i survive until today(wed). sianz.. and i don't know how our PM and his family survive without watching tv... i can just die. tomorrow superstars final how to watch??? i wanna see jj... sobz.

-mon-
nothing.

-tues-
went out with him... actually wanna stay at home to study one. but... cravings for gelare ice cream waffle.. half price mah... so went down to parkway for it. so delicious and sinful.. =P then went to shop.. yes again... shopping therapy. bought a pair of heels from charles and keith sales. $12.90 onli... actually wanna get another pair but... control... lolz. oh yah.. i saw this...





it is damn bloody cute lor!! omg... haizz... i wan it... but i am afraid of deaths. so.. it better dont come to me.. cos i am afraid it will die in my hands. and i will be guilty for the rest of my life. lolz...

then went down to bugis. shopping mood. heart-to-heart talk again... took neo prints... so many nice stuff.. temptations. but didnt buy anything.

then in the evening, went to meet zhen, quek and shan. he went to meet his bandmates. bought present. and home sweet home... and shit man. i regretted not buying the mickey mouse bag from bugis street! argh.... its classic and is black and white. i find it nice though...

-today-
went for remedial. haiz... boring day... i don't wanna stay at home le... no tv, no entertainment. super boring... and my mum said she will onli get after my bro finish exam.. which is like end of year!! fine... anyway, happi teachers' day...

-us-





you promise me everything will be alright...
♥9:44 PM..Love
i hate myself.
♥10:21 PM..Love
ok, i don't know what happen to my blog, if it is not ok later, i shall change a new blogskin.

met up with quek after sch. she wanted to take passport photos. then we went walking around in bedok and i bought chocolates cos i heard from people that chocolates can ease pain.

guess i won't do well for my exam... sianz.. my coursework grades just sucks.

that someone pissed me off today again. nvm. i should be lucky that i don't live with her or spend much time with her.

i wanna go shopping. but things are so expensive nowadays. haiz...
♥9:06 PM..Love
period. cramp until i wished i was dead.
♥2:16 PM..Love
today... wah liao.. early morning went for consultation, so scary... more to interview us lor. then got back our cra assignment. kinda shocked. but thanks to yali lah. haha...

met up with him after tutorial. went to PS to watch the maid. not scary one, (ok lah, someone sure complaining that his arms going to crack by me) actually is like the eye 1. but the story line not bad bah. lack of ghosts. lolz...

then walked around to heeren and taka, haiz... seriously i am sick of orchard liao. lolz... sg got any other better place to go? tell me... then we didn't know where to go le... then went down to city hall, and he suggested to go peninsular, i anything. kinda flare things up cos we both care about each other's interest. is like, i don't mind going there becos he wanna go, but he knows that i wanna shop and he said we should go down to city link that side. bth... gd or bad? u judge... lolz... anyway, my badz lah... cos mood kinda swing suddenly and i made a fuss... haha... sorry dear... =P

then in the end, we went down to marina square, wanna buy shoes.. but like can't find a nice one, even if i found one, it cost too much for a pair of shoes. so... didn't buy anything in the end, we went down to esplanade thai express for dinner. then sat down tok tok... have a nice tok with him. u noe me, i noe u. then ok lor... lolz... then walked in to see performance.. but left without listening much... not our kind of music. hah.

then home sweet home le... like so long never shop le.. haiz... we both like so busy with our own life. haha... nvm, things will get better.

oh yah, trying to promote my bro's works. the photos he took... don't know how he took them lah.. find them nice though they are simple things... lolz...






♥10:42 PM..Love
yesterday i was having flu the whole day. haiz. slept most of my time away... wanna rest well doesn't mean i have to be sick rite? hah. and it resulted me waking up so early.

today going cycling with zhen, quek and weilin. hey shan, i still don't get to see you in our outings hor... boO... ok, bro wanna use comp liao... dah...
♥8:40 AM..Love
yeah.... AA presentation is finally over. load off. went to suki sushi for buffet. ate whatever that are not with rice. eg: soft shell crabs, toufu, oysters.... ate until wanna vomit. then walked around to digest. bought a pair of earrings. not nice one cos it causes pain. it is magnetic, impulsive me *shake head*

then went to piano then home sweet home, then realised that everyone wont be at home tonight. haiz. so quiet. nvm, shall listen to loud music.

i am getting fatter. yali, pls stop me from eating fried food for one month can... pimples just wont go away. lolz. no, we are broke, we shall eat grass next week. hah.

i am tired, been waking up damn early which i don't know why. haha. shall sleep all i can for tonight.

felt like going shopping in kl... malaysia sales... bOoo.. i am just dreaming... *dream*

oh yah, left a few more hours... happy bday ally... =P
♥7:59 PM..Love
not bad leh... i bolded so many points, that means it is quite accurate! hah.

Subject: What your birth month means

MAY
1. Stubborn and hard-hearted
2. Strong-willed and highly motivated
3. Sharp thoughts
4. Easily angered
5. Attracts others and loves attention
6. Deep feelings
7. Beautiful physically and mentally
8. Firm standpoint
9. Easily influenced
10. Needs no motivation
11. Easily consoled
12. Systematic (left brain)
13. Loves to dream
14. Strong clairvoyance
15. Understanding
16. Sickness usually in the ear and neck
17. Good imagination
18. Good debating skills
19. Good physical
20. Weak breathing
21. Loves literature and the arts
22. Loves traveling
23. Dislike being at home
24. Restless
25. Hardworking
26. High spirited
27. Spendthrift
♥3:08 PM..Love

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

♥9:53 AM..Love
i am okay. i cried yesterday... when i was toking to pig. it just kept coming. now i have sore throat. Zzz... anyway, that was yesterday. maybe it was due to pressure or stress i don't know how to say. some things i really can't shoot my mouth off to tell you. hope ya understand. but i will try my best not to keep things from ya.

he sang some songs for me just now. i am happy. =)

someone just pissed me off today. no need tok to her i already sianz liao. hah. whatever.

i am craving for sushi.

i wanna go kbox.

i haven't start doing the 78 scales! *gasp*

i want buy more earrings.

26th aug. i will be there.
♥8:59 PM..Love
tears just keeps flowing...
♥12:11 AM..Love
bored now.... shall post some pics.


its me... do i look like a rocker's gf? jus trying to be funny lah.. =P






me... see my pimples?? getting worse.. haizz...


him


ling and me...
♥9:41 PM..Love
went to watch land of the dead with him, shaun, obrin and anny. the show is gross. pls don't watch it. freaking er xin. you see intestines flying here and there. argh... don't say le, wanna vomit liao. i am over with tired and now stressed. haiz. wth.
♥5:37 PM..Love
i am so stupid... i woke up early and wanna do my tutorial. but i stared at it for half an hour but nothing came out of it... oh yah, got- one mcq. haha.. i said i am stupid is not because i couldn't do the tutorial. but it is because i should have look through the tutorial before i went to sleep yesterday. then if i didn't know how to do it, i should have sleep longer!!! #$@$*&^% whatever....

yesterday went back to school to do project, haizz.. i don't know how to contribute to thepowerpoint cos i felt that everything are important. lolz. or should i say, include everything or take out everything. hahaha... ok, fine. it is my fault actually, cos i am feeling tired and brain dead. hah. but ya, we did something out of it.

then went to meet dear and shaun at bras brasah (is it spelled like that?) went to see guitars. "all guitars have different shapes and sizes" lolz... i am entertaining myself... anyway, i took bus 23 to sim lin square, then walked through bugis street then to bras brasah... then after that, i went to meet san at suntec then went down to orchard to get stationery. THEN, we went back to city hall to go marina square... so the omg lor.. my legs are like giving ways. still ok, then, met up with zhen, weilin and quek for dinner. angeline came to drop by to say hi and bye... lolz... then we went over to millenium walk to look for ling, she having her attachment. there like so strict one... haha... then... we went back to suntec to see kois... -_- ( sch don't have ah?! still go see see...) haha... that is my first reaction but anyway, is san who wanna feed them, not me. and i came up with a conclusion about their size - we went so late, i guess they ate supper. got san this type of people that is why, the kois are sooOo fat. lolz... i was super tired by then, due to lack of sleeps lah... if not i sure be so active one... i was practically sitting there and sleeping. lolz.

then we went back to millenium walk to wait for ling to off work, which is at 11pm. then we rush for the train... walked back to city hall mrt again...... then, walked home again.... see how many km or whatever i had walked yesterday?! haha.... but i will be ok if i wore better shoes, never bring such heavy bag and plus, i am not so tired, i will be so bloody happy and enjoying myself. lolz... but it is nice to see them.. hee... ling and angel never change! haha... goody... and san is back to indo le.. sobz.

ok, i shall repeat myself - i am still very tired. done. i go do piano hw liao... dah.
♥9:13 AM..Love
woke up too early... -_- wanna sleep longer one lor... sianzz... then browsing through friendster and stole the pics from zhen... hee... people... send me more pics! =D


♥9:54 AM..Love
been busy the past few days. tues, national day, went out with him then watched fireworks.

went to meet up with san, quek, zhen, shan, min, jiahao on wed. finally saw santi. but she leaving on sun... sobz... trying to meet up as much as possible. to say the truth, i am rather tired these few days. back and fro and juggling. but i am happy that i passed my quiz. lolz. just so coincidence that lady luck is with me that day. =)

lots of things happened, listening to my friends' troubles and everything. as a third party, i can only console, which is like helpless i know, but i will be there if ya need me. =)

then went out with san in the evening on thurs after project. shop around and i finally like got the courage to step into gucci. lolz... never been in there before although i knew where it is located. hah. expensive.... lots of catch up done. then took neoprints then went down to 85 for dinner. wasted lots of food cos we are simply too full. met up with huiwei and lily too.

then today, went out with san after tut. guess aa tutor is kinda kind after all. haha... then went orchard again but still as tempted as before. nice stuff all around. haiz. then took neoprints again. hah. take like there is no tomorrow like that, tired. then piano lesson, another lesson on sunday at 515pm.. (blog down to remind myself) then met up with him for dinner, then last min decided to go watch him jam with him band mates. brunch of nice people, i enjoyed the music... everything is just nice.

tomorrow program: going for project in sch then maybe if i am not tired, (i need to have a good sleep) i will go meet san... busy busy...

ok, quick update done. pictures now!




















♥12:12 AM..Love
things just don't happen my way.
♥9:25 AM..Love
went for the performance at soka just now. not bad and i enjoyed myself. after that went for dinner and home sweet home. after the conversation, i thought of my dad for the first time since he left. no, i am shall not get bothered by this.

he is going back to malaysia and suddenly i felt lonely. omg... how could i? i thought i have been independent. no, it will not bother me. too many things in my mind and i will block them all out.

now my backache. shit. guess got bruises. suffering from post escape effect. hah.

i want a break.
♥11:39 PM..Love
my personality test... from www.okcupid.com/oktest

The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)


Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.


Your exact opposite:
Genghis Khunt

Random Brutal Sex Master

Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.


ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth

CONSIDER: The Loverboy
♥10:48 AM..Love
went to sch for fot paper. felt vexed after the paper. but alright after that. somehow i feel that we should give and take and not just one way thinking. if ya not feeling the same way, then too bad. people always said, if you gain some thing, you will lose some thing in a way or another, just the matter of whether you see or realise it.

then went to escape with yali, weishan, meihui and monica. think it would be my first and the last time that i go there. felt like vomitting after the rides. went to play the roller coaster first. alright lah... then wet and wild was fun... sat in between yali and weishan... not wet! haha... then went to play pirate ship. then play flippers. then the 'yakult' ride... so lame... practically lying down there... but after that, my head was spinning. the ride that cannot make it one should be the indoor roller coaster. couldn't see anything, so dark and lots of screams... and it is VIOLENT.. 4 storeys high and i got knocked here and there.. my head is still painful until now. after that i felt like vomitting le... then slack at burger king and go chiong again. the haunted house need lots of improvement, cos it is not scary at all. then weishan and meihui played the pepsi... siao one... 360 degree... then went to see them played the pirate ship again. haha... their expression really very funny... haha... oh yah.. saw jackson and his gf...

saw lots of kids.. all so daring one huh... guess i am the worst. hah. then went on to play... lets see... think is 3 times the wet and wild again. this time is weishan protected me from getting wet. haha... after the rides, i see her like drop into the water like that. lolz... then we got so bored that on the way to 'getting wet', she plucked some weeds, claiming they are flowers. -_-" then after awhile, we went off for dinner. then home sweet home.

today quite fun bah... getting troubles out of your mind is kinda good. loads off shoulder.










♥10:39 PM..Love
i am back into maple again. -sadded-

guess i will just flung the test tomorrow.

san is coming back! *waiting*
♥4:19 PM..Love
today... went to school for lecture. haiz. got this feeling that i will fail my fot on sat. whatever... anyway, after that went to lab. yali went online and bought a bracelet. hah. and then we went on to transfer money. haha.. efficient huh... and weishan, yali and i were practically slacking in the comp lab... haha... saw people rushing here and there to find comp. we using a comp to shop online. =P badz....

anyway, we just formed a family. hah. with yali our owner, me and weishan are her pets. what pets are we i shall not say. haha... and we took some pics in the comp lab. haha...

fri is the ccn day... shall stay away to avoid people dragging me to waste money! haha... one stall is selling the donuts. looks nice... =P


the pets


weishan, yali and i - quan jia fu!! lolz...


see lah.. that owner got time to do manicure... never do for her pets.. sobz. lolz...


i look so weird.. haha...


testing the camera... lolz...
♥9:58 PM..Love
busy busy busy...
♥6:05 PM..Love
today went out with him after school. went to suntec first... walked around. haiz... the dorothy there don't have accessories one. sadded. haha... then went to eat, at yali's 'fav' place.. kenny rogers. love the muffins... hee... then i bought the crystal jade po lou bread introduced by shan. haha... nice.

then went to peninsula plaza to see guitars. so nice... got doraemon one leh. so cute. lolz... then saw this guy testing on the guitar. so pro.. but very violent. i don't like. hah. then saw the type of guitars he wants. must save money liao. haha.

then went to bugis. walked around. he really knows alot of people outside. bth... sometimes i really felt that someone is observing and monitoring us. guess he is becoming famous. haha... and i saw a denim skirt at dorothy, not bad. and hor.. think only ms got sell accessories. sianz. then went to bugis street. saw lots of nice things again. bth... but... i didn't buy anything. wahaha. finally i am able to curb my shopping maddness. hee... oh yah, took neoprints. yes... first time with him.. and i am surprised that i knew how to decorate liao. lolz. and i understand what the machine is talking! -_-" nvm,the effects.. ok lah. haha... at least can see my ugly face there...


♥12:06 AM..Love