went out with shan just now to help her choose clothes.. cos she tempted me by telling me sales. haiz... but nvm, i didn't buy anything in the end. stupid tm, so many people, everything is queue and queue and queue. haiz. thanks shan for her treats just now... kinda moody now. don't know why. i am being ridiculous nowadays...
♥10:28 PM..Love
just reached home not long ago. went out with the gang for dinner and shop around. and yes... at our usual hangout, bugis. hah. had lots of fun and finally saw that pig after so many weeks like that. haha... thanks for yr treat. hee...

and i didn't buy anything. good hor? haha... saving money for a better future. haha... and we talk about guys again. hahaha... ya lah... guys are weird. they are just plain weird. haha. yes, the topics can never leave you out. lolz.

gonna sleep until late late tomorrow. hah.

i miss ya. =P
♥12:33 AM..Love
i always love thurs and fri. stayed back just now to do cra assignment. at least did something out of it. but still haven't finish. i also don't know whether tutor is kind or not cos he extended the deadline. after that met him for awhile and went back home. havent had a proper meal unless in sch. been eating hell lot of junk food. now having a sore throat. haiz.

was reading comics just now and suddenly i remembered that i haven't do piano hw. super stars starting! go watch tv liao.
♥8:14 PM..Love
i am happy that i passed my fot. but of course, not up to expectations.

i got lots of things to do. many many. but no time. things that i don't feel like doing are taking my time away. i hate myself. i felt stressed, pressurised. juggling with life is definitely not a good thing to do. maybe i should just let go of all the tasks on hand.

i always keep things to myself. i don't know why. but it is just me. i didn't mean to, but i just can't say things out like that. even if i say it out, i will just leave others worrying. that is not i want. one person suffers better than two. but ya, i do burst things out but when i get to my lowest mood and i will cry myself out. i don't always cry unless it hurts so much. i don't cry over drama series. but ya, i don't deny, i did cry for my studies. and yes, i did feel kinda heartache just now.

i hope ya understands. i know you care. i really appreciate it. =)

happy anniversary.

and happy bday to caiyu.
♥12:42 AM..Love
yesterday went to meet him. i think we getting too used to each other lameness already. buai tahan. haha... i will keep on irritate you until you scold me. haha. can you all believe that he hasn't not scold me once? haha... i should say i am so fortunate huh...

anyway, went to watch red candy. ok lah... i am the one who pulled his arm. fine... the show is ok lah... imagine a person who is so scared of horror movies said that? haha... just that the way they died were grossed. and of course, japanese horror movies sure got the ghosts crawling on the floor one. hahaha... don't know why.

tok to him. and i felt better. and ya.. we are going stronger. lolz.

and today... so SUAY. i don't care! i wanna scold! and i hate bus 69 ever. lolz... haizz.. waited for the bus from 810 to 840am and not a single bus in sight until the announcement said that there was a flood so the bus service was terminated. fine... so, i walked out and tried to get a cab. but the cabs were busy, hired and on call. and can you imagine how many people were at the lane waiting for a cab to arrive? so, 9am, no cab. took a bus 60 to bedok reservoir and waited for bus 15, no 15 also... and just in time, a cab came and took it. but who knows, the driver don't understand english like that and anyhow turn here and there, so.... i am late, 930am reached. fine... then go in lecture hall, lecture hall's mic spoilt and end up getting a break when i reached there. omg... worst day ever. luckily is a lecture and not tutorial. then my friend said that the bus came after we went off to take a cab. haizz... shouldn't have go to school since i only got that lecture. haiz. anyway, i was quite pissed that why dind't they announce it earlier?? and i was thinking of getting out of the queue but hor... behind is like so so so many people. haizz... then why the hell the bus came when they said it will take some time for the bus to come? haiz. and 168 and 69 went through the same route at bedok north what... the flood is at bedok north but bus 168 still make it back. i think bus 69 see so many people waiting so don't come and fetch us. haha...

ok, frustration done. move on....

after lecture, went to watch movie with yali, weishan, meihui, tien tien, siyan and monica. and can't believe they are so lame. lolz... the show.... bth... super duper lame show. bug me not. omg.... every part of it is lame. and that yali actually sleep in the cinema! bth... haha.... luckily i paid $5 and not $7 for the tix. but give plus points to the shuai ge... haha... chen bo lin is it? haha... shuai lah... some parts cute and sweet. and princess cinema is still so eerie as ever. lolz....

then went to play pool for awhile. long time never touch pool le... still like bowling better. haha... then met him for dinner. and i am falling sick. too much rain water from yesterday and today.

pics for today.




♥10:16 PM..Love
didn't go out today, change of plans. thanks quek for lending me yr hp. hee... having a sore throat... and i am super tired... especially after reading the assignment. omg... yawn. go and sleep first... dah.
♥7:54 PM..Love
ok, i can finally say out loud liao, ya, i was baking cookies in the middle of the nite yesterday. that is why i slept so late last nite. anyway, woke up and went to meet zhen, quek and weilin. haizz.. and i forgot zhen's letter again.. sorrie ger.. hehe... and i thought that the weather is so good, who knows, when we reached there, it was raining. haizz... then ended up going to parkway and ate ajisen. haha. not exercise but gaining weight. lolz... then walked around and i was late. made dear and his dad to go all the trouble to go to int to pick me go home to change and brought me to their place. so paiseh... cos his dad scared that the bus route changed and will be troublesome for me. heard him playing the song from do as infinity. nice...

gave him the cookies i baked. still left some... yali shall be my white mouse on monday! haha... he no expression one. haiz. then gave him a letter... that one got expression. so funny. hah. then went to watch the ndp full dress rehearsal... need tix to go in and so lucky that his mum got the tix for me. hee... the show was ok, but i prefer at kallang stadium. cos the fireworks will be nearer to us and bigger space. haha...

but still ok lah at padang. it was raining when we went there. but after awhile, no rain le. and since it was a full dress rehearsal, so no rui en and taufik. not even mr president or whoever... haha... they just find someone similar to act as them. haha... other than that should be real people lah. haha...saw the planes! more than the usual one.. then saw the mobile column, those tanks and everything. too many le.. so never take the pics... i like the fireworks! haha... lazy type le... pics below! =P

after that went for dinner with him and his parents. they are quite friendly mah... not so fierce as what he said. haha... =P then they sent me to my 'condo'... haha... home sweet home!


taken on mon.


guess what? haha...


reached there...


me and him


the choir


the padang.. can see the high court and the new high court(looks like spaceship one...)




the parachutists


woaH!


weird position hor?? haha...


parade!


guard-of-honour...


neat rows...




when singing anthem... so long never get to see liao. hah.

the RSAF flypast..

i like this... niCe!



show time!




hua zhe!!









my fav one! hehe...



the item his mum performing...






fireworks!!

















♥12:36 AM..Love
tired tired.... now gonna be 3 and i am not done with my stuff. haha... zhen gonna kill me if she sees how many pages i wrote for her. hahaha... change in plans... shan cannot make it for cycling.. she played too much liao.. haha... and i am going for ndp!! wOah!! and maybe sun stay at home and do tut bah.. haha... and today piano is great. haha... make teacher laugh like mad liao.. hah.
♥2:43 AM..Love
finally can slept until 9am. haha... cant imagine i have been waking up so early the past few days. haha... but still got alot of things to do... at his house now.... he playing drums. wah liao... so noisy. lolz.... but nice. =) k lah, nothing to blog liao. wahaha... jus crapping.
♥11:12 AM..Love
yay! finally handed in the aa project. and i am abit disappointed by the test result.... and today... someone still buzzing around my ears and it really irritates me... she spent so much time telling me the same thing... cant you see that i am ignoring you... i cant stand sitting there... nvm, over le... wahahahaha.... i am in hype mood cos i don't have to go sch tomorrow. woohOo!! choir is ok... miss my pals.

and yay! weekend gonna be busy... sat going with zhen they all. shopping with choir gang on sun! ok lah... maybe... cos havent ask everyone. anna and ally, saw this tell me k...

toking on the phone now....
♥11:00 PM..Love
skipped tut today. don't felt like going. i am tired, very tired. pimples outbreak. damn. i am happy that tomorrow is thurs. cos fri i am not going to sch. quick......

i think i better go do piano hw. lots to be done.

no matter what, i will be there for u... love ya.

done with blogging. back to work. dah.
♥11:52 PM..Love
hmm... to force someone to blog, i have to update in return. nvm, i love to blog anyway.... yes, i am feeling better. currently cracking my head doing my apple reflection. thought about lots of things. very toopid to write about real life thing cos i really donno how to crap.

these few days very cold lor... rain and rain... haha... sun i also complain, rain i also complain. haha... bo bian, people are like that. and why everybody kept talking about peanuts? even lecturers said that. all thanks to mrs goh huh... see how influential is she... haha...

and i am so happy that i passed my AA. according to mr ooi. haha... lucky.

still got stuff waiting for me to do.

AA- presentation
CRA- assignment 2
APEL- values (i got no values.. haha...) reflective journal
♥11:25 PM..Love
having a bad cramp. it has been a long time since i felt this way. i can simply just roll on my bed. yes, that bad. it is very, very pain...
♥12:11 AM..Love
yesterday didn't blog, cos don't wanna let yali know what i bought. meant to be surprise one mah... =P yesterday went out with sher to shop. and yes... at MS again. don't know for how many times until i know the place so well liao. actually wanna go bay beats one. but i very tired, wanna go home and rest. and somemore with sher, cannot go out too late, bro will say i kidnap her one. she got so many calls from my bro. bth... spot checks... =P

i am so disappointed with my cra marks. haizz... not worth mentioning. bad feelings about aa too. sianz.

just went browsing through my past blog entries. brought back lots of memories. think alot, wish alot. whatever it is, i am happy with what i have now.

mind not working. cannot concentrate on my work. gotta watch tv.

don't know why... i miss ya lots...
♥7:00 PM..Love
went to school to do project just now. tedious. sianzz... saw lots of people doing accpac. haha... just reminded me of my year 2. people shouting whether to post or print first... haha...

then went to tamp to meet him. happy to see him. =) then went to watch movie. and when we settled down in the cinema le, then this couple was trying to get through us to their seats. haha... then i see see, is quek and jeff. haha... super coincidence lor! same cinema nvm, we still sitting beside each other... haha.... faint... so funny... then the guy in front of me so tall... blocked my view. argh... nvm. the cinema beside ours is super noisy. lots of screaming. sound like war of the worlds. wet dream 2 is funny. comedy. haha... but the ending like no link lor. haha... and the show like so long leh...

and he gave me love letter! lolz.... that day anna, pat and i were gossiping about our bf. haha... alwyn still owe anna love letter. pat will have her love letter during chinese new year... hahaha.... but i got mine le! lolz... and suddenly i realised he got a glib tongue. bth.... but thanky darling... very 'creative', appreciated it. =)

then went to yoshi for dinner. then.... home sweet home...
♥11:15 PM..Love
went for piano lesson and teacher was unhappy with my homework. yap, is my fault, cos i didn't check for mistakes before i asked her to mark.

and seriously, i condemned zhen's partner. he ain't any gentlemen, no feng du at all. a failure. he came to know that i am in choir, learning piano, rushing project, etc, and he told zhen this:'she learnt so much for what, you will still die one day.'wtf. just this sentence and he totally pissed me off. i should have said:' then why you bother to live now when eventually you will still die?' never think before saying people. he totally has no life at all. he doesn't know what is 'live life to the fullest'.

do you really think that i am off to bed? if you think so, then seriously i don't know whether you care about me.

in a foul mood.
♥11:57 PM..Love
went kbox with meihui, weishan, swee choo and yali. fun! sang until half way swee choo went berserk and sang until so 'high'... haha... saw zhen when going back to school for choir... didn't really tok to her cos i in a rush... haha... got ac-capella workshop. that ally, anna and pat nv go ah... throw me there... zhiying came! tok to her for awhile.. she tomorrow flying back to aus le... sobz... take care ah...

the workshop was ok, basically today's lesson is what we should know as a singer. and we got our voice tested. she choosing solos. but at least i knew my ranges now... lowest is Eb, highest is F# or F... forgot. haha... she said i am supposed to be sop... but i think its wrong... haha... i think is because i went for kbox-ing before having the audition. wahahaha...

i am sick of my blog skin... so... i changed it. haha...

tomorrow is boring.... have to wake up early to help in the grad thing. its so unfair. it doesn't concern me! and i don't have a choice. wth. i didn't put up both my arms in enthu!! tutor just signed the whole class up. damn it. i wish i don't have to go. can i?
♥11:28 PM..Love
yesterday went out with yali, to marina, then suntec then bugis. we walked like don't know how many miles. haha... and i tempted her to buy things. wahaha... buy skirt lah, that skirt nice.... =P i saw a top in dorothy perkins. but guess what?? i didn't buy! wahahaha... i didn't buy anything. see.... i can control one k... and we saw kym ng. she really doesn't look like her age leh...

we went to bugis and took neoprints. guessed we didn't take for a long time and resulted bad. like we just knew each other not long ago. i am super ugly. shall post the ones that i don't look very ugly but still ugly. wahahhaa....





hope weilian doesn't get kick out today....
♥11:53 AM..Love
went to orchard with dear today. ate pasta... as usual, creamy chicken. haha... watched war of the worlds... he watched the second time. who ask him go watch 1st huh... haha... anyway, the show is abit er xin, but the storyline is good. aliens invader... cool huh.... and yest was talking about which next hero will be in the big screen and i said zorro and really hor... i saw the poster outside cinema liao... haha...

then after that went to shop around, bought cds...then went to thai express for dinner. haha... turning into a pig. he bought me a pencil case. i spoilt mine. haha... thanky...

guess he really qian jiu me alot.... think people will say me bully him.. haizz... but nvm lah, he should be used to it liao... wahahaha... =P

tomorrow cy's bday. happy advance bday!!
♥10:18 PM..Love
happenings! not enough time for this one week holiday man. haha... yesterday went to shop with the gang. went to ms again. don't know for the how many times in a week like that... haha... and guess what? i bought two earrings on impulse! lolz... not my fault k.. it is calling me to 'buy it'... haha... and bought tees from baleno. cheap cheap. both not over $20. S&K's skirts and pants going off @$15 each... cheap rite.. but didnt see anyting i like. wahaha.... and that stupid warehouse skirt is not discounted! damn it! nvm.. actually i only like the slash. wahaha....

then went to suntec kopitiam for lasksa. nice... i think it is better than katong one, just that it doesn't have clams. haha... and that anna & alwyn very funny. haha... kept 'ding zui' at each other... haha... really one 'xiao fu qi'... then we went down to bugis. as usual, shopped at bugis street. lots of pretty stuff again, though i found that i have been looking at the same things everytime. lolz... ally couldn't make it yest. haha... don't know why everytime i plan outings always clashes with your schedule. sorry pig... haha...

today going out with dear later, now rushing for project. haha... cos i think i will just doze off after i reach home later... tomorrow choir got a bbq! but i can only make it after 7.. project in progress.... and wed, out with yali. busy busy busy!

broke! need a job soon.........
♥10:24 AM..Love
went for project morning just now... super tired now. haha... went to meet up with him and watched fireworks! so nice... ssaw lots of policemen. lolz... and he bought me a bracelet. =P thanky darling...

yeah... tomorrow going shop again! window shop k... haha... off to do research...
♥10:45 PM..Love
haizzzz... only 3 papers but i felt so terrible since day 1. forget it man. shall leave it to fate. yes, that is how well i did for my papers.

sometimes, it is good to be naive. you don't have to care so much and just pretend to be blurred about everything. no point knowing so much cos it will just hurt more. just wanna live in my own perfect world. i am just dreaming.

tired. very tired. shall have a good rest before we start to chiong project. time is never enough. not to mention money. hah. lots of sales, wanna shop till i drop, but can't. lots of things i wanna buy, list is getting longer.

sher made me realised my wrongful thinking. but i don't know why i think like that. isn't it suppose to be? both to me, are important. but if ya wanna me to rank 1 and 2, i am sorry. you should know me.

i seriously think that i have a bad mouth. those i wanna them to come true didn't and vice versa. now i must think twice before i just rant it out.

done. off to bath.
♥8:13 PM..Love
i hate today's paper! argh.... it is worse than tax... oh well, i predicted aa will be the worst still. lolz. anyway, one more paper! can't wait! haha... anyway, who wanna date me out this weekend? =P

oh yah... i find this nokia 6101 quite nice. so far the nicest flip phone that i have seen in nokia. haha... not bad...
♥6:34 PM..Love
i am suffering from indigestion. thankz to FOT. i woke up without remembering anything that i studied yesterday. damn. heck le. haizz... i seriously think i will just fail everything. though there are only 3 papers, but this is the first time i have such bad omen. and i am in a mist to prove some things to my mum. but well, see how bah.
♥11:38 AM..Love
these few days i kept smsing to the wrong people. don't know why leh... must be careful liao. haha. if not if i say people bad stuff i sms to that person i die le. lolz...

he bought me my fav waterboys soundtrack. that makes my day. thanky darling.
♥9:57 AM..Love