finally touch the comp le. haha... and i am having flu now. maybe just now was looking for apel and got alot of dust. is OMG lor.. onli 1 to 2 years never touch mah... wahaha... see how lazy i am.

over the weekend, went for a performance, it was alright lah. i lazy to blog. haha... in short, ya, you did the best for me. thank you. =)

sch is alright. cos my time table is short. lolz. i must say how i love school before assignments and projects come along. and by then, i will be cursing and swearing it.

oh well, remember my previous entry? its not about me. why everyone come and ask me huh... i am fine with my dear. don't worry guys. haha... its about... someone i noe? saw her at the bus stop and i was like... wth, one moment she is cursing her ex and the other moment, she is back to him. faint. i mean, what for rite... you curse and swear becos he left you, and u try in vain to ask for a patch, and you cry like running tap, then back to 'happily ever after'. how long can it last? no offence to those who are attached.

went for choir, suddenly got the urge to go back, ya i am mad, kill me. haha... but see how lah... still thinking.

abd yah! batman is coming! can't wait. i am going to drag him to watch me. hee... oh yah, have lunch at mary brown. omg lor.. only the chicken is nice. wahaha... i am used to kfc lah. its so nice.. haha.. yali will raise two hands to object me. waahaha...

i felt so helpless.
but nevertheless,
i am going to say this again:
'take things easy',
this is all i can say.
but hope ya understand how i felt too.
no matter what decisions you made,
i will support you.
♥11:20 PM..Love
why people broke up and became enemies? is it good or bad?
♥4:09 PM..Love
yesterday went down to orchard. so many people! haha... great singapore sales start le mah... haha... anyway... first, we went to supercuts! no lah, i didn't cut my hair, shan and quek did. haha... quek's new hairstyle very cute wor. haha... but guess shan is disappointed with hers. she said she would sulk for the whole weekend. and she went bersek after the hair cut! lolz... i am so ke lian to stand beside her. she can be evil at times. haha.. bad badz... and she changed her hp! boO! haha...

and we saw the youngest busker in singapore! he sOOooOOo cute! haha... especially when he beats the drum and bow. lolz.. such a cutie! drummers are cool. haha... you xing ge!! haha...

then we went walking around awhile and went for dinner. haha.. sakae sushi. but nah, i didn't have the buffet. just something that can fill my stomach. haha.. and is like so many people q-ing outside. see le also stress.

then again... went walk walk.. looking high and low for quek's slip on and her bro's tshirt. haha... she ah.. always say the opposite of what she wants. faint...

today going for dear's performance. jia you! muacks...

and today is isabelle and mummy bday. hapPi biRthdaY darlings!! enjOy!
♥10:39 AM..Love
was talking to dear on the phone. then... 12am, his phone alarm went, '28th May.. you should know' and he was making a fuss out of it. *faint* it was me who put the alarm. and he was shouting.. 'WHY GOT THIS??'he thought some ghosts came by to disturb his hp. faint.... wah lao!!! its me lah! haha... i put it like... few weeks ago... just trying to amuse him. haha... ya.. happy 1mth anniversary. and so much happened in that one mth. but... 1mth ONLY... wth. haha... just hope ya wont be sick of me. lolz... ai ni.

and hmm... kinda nervous.. i don't know, but somehow got an uneasy feeling. haizz... really ah... my guts really no more le. haha... but ya... hope everything will be fine ya? *cross fingers*

and my bro saw my friendster and he called and asked me.... 'what is the long long testi your bf wrote one ah?' and i said:'it was lyrics' then he told sher:'there!! told you it was lyrics!!' -.-" omg.... and they sounded so excited, asked me for the mp3 and everything, why i didnt put in my website... obviously they are looking at my blog lah huh HUH HUH...... but nvm... *wave* muhahaha..... and it shows how long they last visit my friendster. -.-
♥12:33 AM..Love
why ah... why sone people just like to be so cheap to be slapped in their face with unpleasant remarks? or maybe they are just trying to tell others: oh, i am like that one. ... *faint* i mean, even if you are like that, you should know when to be siao and when to be guai mah. can't be you go around behaving like someone who got no discipline at all. if that is the case, then why on earth there are things like, what is right and what is wrong? if you seriously don't know what are those, then go and learn lah. bth.
♥2:47 PM..Love
wahahahaha.... beckham coming singapore on 6th july!! great! lalala.... i am mad... kill me.
♥11:36 PM..Love
argh... my account got suspended by the webbie again!! lolz... lalala... nvm, i signed up another one liao... and.. ta dah! i changed song le. wOOo... ok, i am super bored now. heng i can log into windows. went to find godma just now. hee... she still looks the same! yay! then i just realised that i known her for 3years le. haha.. great!

and i saw shuhui! haha... guessed she having her attachment in one of the hotels. don't know leh.. but nearly can't recognise her lah. haha... oh yah! i saw his pics in the newspaper... haha... shuai! haha... everywhere got spies help me look out. haha... seriously, without them, i wont know his news liao. lolz... (dear.. dont be jealous, can see no touch lah... love ya! =P )
♥8:43 PM..Love
zhen came to sch to find me. lolz... she too bored liao. and mensa's mushroom soup is nice. better than the 'hei dian' lolz... after that went tampines, walked around and went to library to slack and met up with dear at paya lebar. haha... thought paya lebar is easier for him to go back home but guess i was wrong. we went back to bedok instead. haha. but hope he is feeling better now ya? jia you... =)

hmm... aa is kinda stress to study huh... but no choice... try bah. actually... no electives are easy. wahaha...

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ya... 19/5 thurs, met up with yali and swee choo to celebrate swee choo's bday. haha... now the pics are ready. very lame one lah... haha... we went to sofra for lunch and bought a water bottle for swee choo. haha.. practical ok.. cos her water bottle spoilt. and we bought a chocolate classico cake(i think so) from four leaves. haha... luckily we didnt buy an almond cake cos the almond is not what the almond she wanted. hahaha... blur? nvm...

as usual, the three of us ate up the cake! haha.. and i insisted on buying a square cake cos swee choo said that the way i cut a square cake is so the ugly. lolz... and i wanna see her how she cut. haha. but she did a better job.. cos i got a smaller portion! yay! and we couldnt finish the cake cos it was too rich in chocolate and can u imagine... the cake was actually nice but we overdosed ourselves with it and we nearly vomitted it our. lolz... ok, kinda disgusting by eating such a big portion. lolz... and we still trying to force swee choo to eat half of the cake. wahaha... too bad, no pic of the cake. cos swee choo didnt tell us she got bring camera until the later part of the day. -.-

and we went to kbox... haha... we went on marathon. anyway, lame pics... don't scold me... not my ideas... =P haha... and i look damn ugly in the pics! cos i felt so sleepy... wahaha...

guess who?


she is happily singing away... lolz...



swee choo and i

pardon us... we were just too bored. lolz...



*gasp*




wahahaha...


who lai de....


having fun lah... lolz... -.-"


why are we standing up?? too excited! =P



yali lah... =P


me lor...


us lah...









that yali lah... don't know how she took the pic.. cut off my head. lolz... but i find her expression very cute! hahaha... so funny...


Zzz... -.-


swee choo acting innocent. lolz...


trying to scare me.


seriously... not my idea... lolz...


cute?? haha...






hahaha...




what is this expression?....



done. i am tired. haha... dah.
♥10:34 PM..Love
haizz... first day of school. feeling sianzz. don't know why. one of my mood swing days bah. somemore school is like... crowded? haizz.. bth.. raining heavily now but i feeling damn warm. the weather is still so humid. damn. i think i am going to complain about everything. nvm. i dropped the elective. trying to tell myself i have no regrets. nvm. but nevertheless, i felt a load off me.

and dear is having a hard time with sip. and i felt so useless. cant help him. i really don't know anything about IT. haizz... anyway, i don't know why i feeling this way, but maybe is telepathy? but no matter what... i will give you moral support.

i believe things happen for a reason. and i don't know when my bad lucks will end? hah. this is lame. and like what min said, everyone will have their first time. true. but it is human nature to feel depressed at time. people feel sad and disappointed more than the times they are happy. people tend to lose hopes and everything. but ya.. when they are happy, they will forget the times they are sad. weird huh? but like what i have said, human natures. or maybe something wrong with our mind? i don't know.

but one thing i have learnt for years, reap what you sow.
♥11:44 PM..Love
today went cycling and bowling with zhen, quek and shan. had fun, but seriously, i banned the leisure bowl liao. haha... cos it is the worst score that i ever get!! lolz... then we went to sit at the break water and feel the sea breeze. haha.. then saw this little turtle struggling to climb up. hah. so pitiful. nvm, i should be relieved that i can blog now. bleah.

then walked around at parkway. nothing to do mah... haha... and is our usual spot. then went down to bedok. everybody bought ice cream except me. lolz... ok, i am getting lamer. anyway, met up with dear just now. so touched by him... he actually gave up his star wars and came by to see whether i am fine. ya... we sort things out. i am not thinking about anything now. so reassured and go to work ya? haha... but take things slowly bah...

then reached home, called friends. haha... quite a number who tried to contact me today huh... haha... then ya... waiting for wwe special at 11pm.. fast fast.. and i don't look forward to school tomorrow liao. haizz.. kinda sianzz.. cos have to start rushing for tasks le. boO!!!
♥10:06 PM..Love
my comp is driving me crazy. one moment can log into window another moment i cant. wth... i think i will die without the comp. anyone know how to reformat huh? haizz... and i guess i thinking too much. kill me people. wahahaha... mad.
♥12:16 AM..Love
went to watch the amity ville horror with dear. the show is like... omg lor! damn it. i am in such a deep shit just by watching that. haha. the storyline is not veri veri strong lah... but... i don't know, i think it is kind of xin li bian tai. haha... sound effects bah. nvm, i don't know what i am saying. don't ask me nice or not cos i didn't really watch. wahahaa... k lah, i am exagerating. but i guess i am tearing dear's arm le. haha... see who still dare to ask me go watch horror movies. lolz...

then went to pasta mania(yes... again) haha... cos i felt like eating creamy chicken!! oppz... haha... haizz.. and stupid sia, rain the whole day, can't walk to suntec so we took a train down. walked around and we are still discovering each other. haha... but ya.. it is fun. then went to esplanade. cos weekend mostly got performances mah... but hor... due to the weather, the performance was cancelled!! wth... haizzz.... so.... we end up walking around! haha... saw alot of 'free shows' then home sweet home... haha...
♥11:45 PM..Love
i don't save. now i know how it feels if you don't have savings AT ALL. u can just do nothing and hope for miracles such as... money rain?

from today onwards, i shall start saving to get a new hp. i must.
♥10:00 AM..Love
haizz.. damn it. feeling terrible. nvm, forget it. i don't know.. mum doesn't understand but i understood myself can le. don't wanna rant about it le. getting so sick of it. maybe it is a good time to refresh everything. i sat down and thought over it. breaking away from the outside world may be a good thing. i can at least start organising my phonebook. since i have a couple of unknown numbers in the past sim card. hah. and it also makes me realised how much i have been depending on the phone. so, i have lost you guys contacts, pls update me your contacts ya?

went to replace my sim card jus now. suddenly starhub makes me think that it is so efficient nowadays. i remembered i complaint about starhub from the first day i started using their line. but now, i think it is improving. not bad huh. anyway... ya, i got back my sim card lah.

then went to shop at the this fashion paya lebar. cos zhen needed to buy some stuff for her sip and i was free, so i accompanied her and she bought a pair of pants and skirt. and when i was in coffee bean, i started to feel so sleepy. yap, it is weird that i feel sleepy when i was drinking coffee ya? and was having a flu the whole day. shit. maybe becos i slept at 4 plus last nite? ya.. and i woke up at 8.15am. cant get to sleep. ya, missing my hp. damn.

anyway, decided to show some of the pics we gers took during the sat outing. =)

shan and i


one more...


any different from the previous one?


sorrie... us again...


ugly me...


taken by.. who huh? i also don't know..


me and quek


me, zhen and quek


my sovenir from shan.. all the way from japan. thankz ger...


we took it ourselves.(actually all of the pics we took ourselves)


trying to act cute lah.


one proper one.


trying to look at something at the left.


again...


one more.


got this qian bian face. wanna hit?


i kinda like quek's expression.


i forgot where we took this pic. i thought we took in kbox toilet. thus, i got a shock when i saw someone at my shoulder there. then zhen said we were in mrt then.


zhen's fav leaf. hah.


our foot.


went blog hopping again. and i got this from someone's blog. hah.

Girls...

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
whoholds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

and got this from jiawen's blog.

Your Birthdate: May 11

Your birth on the 11th day of the month makes you something of a dreamer and an idealist. You work well with people because you know how to use persuasion rather than force. There is a strong spiritual side to your nature, and you may have intuitive qualities inherent in your make up, too. You are very aware and sensitive, though often temperamental. Although you have a good mind and you are very analytical, you may not be comfortable in the business world. You are definitely creative and this influence tends to make you more of a dreamer than a doer.

true... it is so me.
♥8:31 PM..Love
haizz... i cant get to sleep. i felt so terrible. without hp, i am so handicapped. nothing to lay my fingers on. no disturbance. no harry potter ringtone. haizz.. cannot see pics before i go to bed. no zhi lian anymore. no memories. haizz.. wth man.. i still wanna curse, someone pls kill that son of the bitch for me. nvm, i can kill myself, just tell me who he is and i will do it.
♥2:28 AM..Love
DAMN IT!!! i curse and swear the person who stole my hp!!! fuck. i rather i left my hp lying around and get stolen!! but it is not the case!! damn it. some potential pick pockets open my bag zip and just took it. damn it. and when i called my no, it is off. son of the bitch. i curse the person to knock down by the car, i curse him to be struck by lightning, i curse him to drown, choke or whatever shit!!! ma de, stole my hp. fuck.

i think people will just get a shocked that i lost my hp. cos i love my hp more than my wallet and everything. it is just so shitty. haizz... actually... i am feeling better now, tok to my choir friends and people who cares... but.. i am so fed up that my mum dont believe it!! can u imagine?? haizz... i didnt lose anything before, not even my wallet or my house kys. but for just this once, she dont believe me at alL!!! she thinks that i left my bag ard and people stole it!! so the wat lor! then y dont people steal my WHOLE BAG HUH HUH HUH??!!! and she hung up my phone when i told her, shit. ya, my fault, my fault for bringing my hp out rite?! haizz.. own mother dont believe me.. how? i also dont know. she just tell me, no need use hp liao lor.

argh... i cant stand it without hp although i still can remember numbers of my friends.. haizz.. but.. i just not satisfied with this reason: 'some idoits stole my hp from my bag when i am walking ard with my bag!!' damn it. i rather i lost it myself. really... i will curse and swear that person till death!! fuck.

haizz.. tears still drop when i tok about it. damn. i am just so suay. argh... and ya, i shall not cyber beg for a hp. u guys may just think that it is just a hp what.. and somemore the hp is not the best phone in town, so y am i making a fuss out of it rite? it is becos i treasure my things especially this hp as i use my own money to buy it. and it is still so new, i havent even touch on the second battery. so many memories in it. haizz.. just what the hell man. forget it. i just cant bring my hp back. shit.

thanks ally the pig for the tigger mug. i love it veri much. haizz.. somehow i think, seriously, i think it is a blessing in disguise like what eik ngee said. i gained so much things from my bday, wallet, perfume, mug, money, watch and polo tee.. all of it add up to my precious hp. argh... i gained so much and i lost my hp in return. damn it. haizz.. i still wanna curse that person. hope he just die like that, heart attack also can, killed by people also can. anything as long he die. i dont care by cursing and swearing i will shorten my life. by whatever it takes, i hope he just DIE!! i am evil.
♥11:15 PM..Love
vexed. my moods really suck. changes so fast. damn.

i admit. i miss him. badly.
and i have to wait till fri to meet him. haiz...
♥10:41 PM..Love
hah. watched the survivor. i guessed people voted for tom for that he is a good speaker. haha. ok lah, he is strong. thus, i don't have any complaints about him. but that katie hor.. bth... she is such a bitch. she just didn't know how to ans the questions. and i had watched her playing the challenges. she sure didn't prove herself. and her attitude sucks lor. and can see people rolled eyes when she gave answers. lolz... i was thinking, what if it was ian who sat there? i guess, people will not have much complaints about him. cos i think, he gives alot instead of takes. but nvm, not me who had won. so shall not have so much comments. haha... but all of them are so fake lah. but tom really had the potential to take the money. hah.
♥9:26 PM..Love
tired. today went out with yali to get swee choo's present. haha. i don't know why am i feeling so tired when we already knew what to get for her. lolz. but seriously, mon is a good day to shop with motive. cos there will not have long queues at the fitting rooms. hahaha... no crowds and everything. but the sales assistants may give you attitude. haha... monday blues ya?

haizz... seriously, i wanna school to start. i wanna go back to school. cos it is better than slacking at home everyday. lolz. i wanna slack during lectures. i wanna be with my friends. but i don't wanna attend tutorials. i don't wanna study. and i miss the bubble tea opposite the school. wahahaaha... maybe i am just down with boredom.

anyway, pic of the day. haha... we went to try the caps. pardon us for acting cute. lolz..



and yay!! finally harry potter 4 is coming out!! woohooO!! i can't wait till nov man. i just love to watch harry potter. partly because got Daniel Radcliffe lah... lolz... and Emma is so beautiful. =)

and i got the trailer from daniel's blog! click here to view it.
♥6:41 PM..Love