i didnt have a good sleep.... guess what?? i dream that i am working!! it is nightmare.... argh!! haizz.... i cant believe it man... and after that dream i just woke up liao.. and guess what? i woke up at 5.38am thinking that i am late for work!! omg... i was thinking why my mum didnt wake up and i went to the living room then i realised that it is sunday...... Zzzzz..... what the hell man. haizz... miss work too much i guess. haha...

yesterday i work until 3pm. damn tired. tracing is not for people to do one. cant the public get the passports themselves. haha... we still have to help them find and the queue is really damn looong..... every week is getting worse. wonder what will dec look like? haha... my legs are killing me... so pain.. haizz... and my finger is so pain.... gonna blue black soon liao.. sianzz...

♥9:27 AM..Love
this week is terrible... i have been dragging to work. haizz.. i just keep whining... so boring.... and i just trying my best to slack around during working. haha.. and yap, i enjoyed choir this week. it is so fulfilling. i was so surprise that i can reach the notes. haha... i was quite happily actually as i havent really been singing since exam break. and of course, we had learnt a new song. so happy... haha...

and i shall keep missing sg idol until.... hmm... don't know when? haha... haizz.. abit disappointed as i can't watch the result show anymore... but nvm, can always watch it one week later after their performance. haha... so people, keep me update with the results ya?

haizz... i wanna shop.... i wanna watch movie... i wanna watch vcds... haizz.. but so busy. will be busy with concert stuff... haizz.. my piano teacher don't have a slot for me for another day.. this means that i have to rush here and there on fridays. haizz... and there goes my transport fee. sad rite... anyway, my shopping list is out! haha... here goes:

clothes
shoulder bag
shoes
specs
jeans(maybe)
handbag(maybe)

haha... my list will get longer.. haha... but yah... slowly lah.. haha... haizz... tomorrow will be very very tiring day for me. so sianzz.. got to have muscles ache again but it is a good workout once every week.. haha.. haizz... when can i get my pay?

♥8:22 PM..Love


created this pic using photoshop... i only know how to use brushes lah.. haha... but i love this pic very very much.. don't know how to use it as my blogskin... so... sianzz.. haha...

♥11:35 PM..Love
slacking the whole day... watched korean vcds... haha... so funny... luckily mum got borrowed from her friend.. if not i sianzz at home liao... and my muscles hurts.. haizz... all thanks to tracing. haizz... really a crowd on sat. like....... singapore sales? ya... so scary. and the staff were wondering whether they can log off at three.. haha... am when i reached my grandma's house yest, i was wondering whether i got switch off the comp at my workplace or not.. shitty. now worrying over the weekend. cos i also left the file and everything on the table. sound like my personal table huh? lolz...

haizz... now i must start saving for my piano exam liao... i am still deciding whether i should take the one in March or Nov. hmm..... see how lor... but most probably i will choose Nov one.. cos Mar very rush. and alot alot of things to study and memorise. haizz.. italian words here i come again! haha....

and guess what my mum told me? better go find a bf soon... better get married by 23.... i was like... huh??? what the hell...... then i told her.. haha... got bf then say.. funny sia.. last time die die also dun let.. now she scared that i will be lieft on the shelves... haha... although most probably i will be. haha...

♥10:32 PM..Love
haizzz....... !!!.... why is it maia to be out? she sang well wat.... ok lah, maybe i am not fit to judge as i didnt watch on thurs..BUT, i just felt that it should be christopher or taufik!! haizz... sianzz half lor... really, anything can happen... shocked that sly was in bottom 3.. when left the two of them, i was thinking.. who should go out?? but both of them really don't deserve it lor... haizz... sianz sianzz... what happen huh.... haizz...it so the unfair lor.... haizz... people can vote for talent or not ah???? if not, then dun vote!!! you can crash a person's dream!!!!!! haizzz... ok, i shall stop grumbling... but... haizz.. forget it.

♥9:00 PM..Love
haizz...today work is ok.. we had fire drill!! lolz... like so long nv have one drill liao... then we these bitches are looking out for guys.. haha.. but all are too old for us lah.. can be my father liao.. wahaha... and i just realised that the guys that i admired before, moatly their name started with R.. serious. haha.. funny huh... anyway....... i got back my phone.. just one day and i miss my phone sooOOoooooOO much.. is SOOOOOoOo MUCH!! haha... but i think i lost some of the contacts liao... haha.. so dont be surprise that i ask you who are you.. lolz... and i missed sg idols... update me people...

and tomorrow is the sms result day... haizz... i just keep my fingers *cross*... no high expectations though...

i wanna stop my lame jokes....

♥10:16 PM..Love
haizz... today work was tiring. although it is at our own pace lah... but, at the end of the day, we have to tally what we did with the cashier and this is when i get so stressed up. haizz.. scared that i will do the wrong thing mah. but is better at info counter. face to face with the customers (hmm.. should i call them customers or what? haha...) and i always have to end at 5.30pm to 6pm. haizz.. cos the process with the cashier is really sianzz.. but overall, ok lah. hah. i am surprise that most of the people there are friendly! haha..

then went for choir. think albert is gonna kill me. haha.. forgotten most of my parts and i didnt play the notes at home first. haizz.. no time ah... early morning work come home night liao.. Zzz.. haha... but ok lah, i like office job although most people will say i am crazy. haha... i am an introvert you see. i am not very active and i am anti social... =x haha.. whatever... just crapping..

oh man.. my hp's keypad lights just keep flickering. haizz.. sianzz.... this is not the first time. SO, yap, i know what to do.. send for repair before my warranty end!!! argh.... so irritating.. this phone is giving me troubles. sianzz... i shall tahan it for a few more months. haha... so shitty...... and the best is change hp number also!! so that those irritating people will stop their nonsense.....sianzz sianzz sianzzz...

♥10:39 PM..Love
today work is tiring... haizz... but ok lah. eyes and hands cooperate can liao... if not.. dun tally i die. haha... now i know how to make a passport. pls people, make sure your photo is in good condition before you hand it up k... rejected so many photos today.

cramp cramp cramp... sianzz...

♥7:11 PM..Love
*yawn* don't why i so early wake up. sianzz... and i stoned for half an hr? haha... today i shall slack. having a bad cramp. don't feel like moving. haizz.. shitty man. my elder bro asked me to bring my younger bro and i to go his hostel. and my younger bro pester me to bring him there. know why? haha... they wanna play gunbound.there got two computers. ZzzZ. haha. too bad, wait till i got the mood. lolz.

today is mummy aka yvonne's bday! haPpI 18th bDaE!! haha... haizz.. long time never see her le, wonder how is she. but for one thing i know is that she is still so pretty and slim. yoohoo! hhaha... don't look like my mummy anymore. =x haha...

♥8:43 AM..Love
LUV this song to bits........... i never get bored hearing this song. and naturally, if you are sad, you should listen to this. hah. you will get HIGH... haha...

終結孤單
Key: C
　　　　　C 　　　　　　Dm
約你你說不來　來了你又不High
　　　　　　F 　　G 　　　　　　C
大家開開心心出來玩　你只埋頭吃飯
　　　　　C 　　　　　　Dm
如果你的孤單　只是你的習慣
　　　　　　F 　　G 　　　　　　C
一直把你自己鎖起來　實在太不應該
C 　　　　　　　Dm
心情好　心情壞　怎麼開始怎麼辦
F 　　　　　 C
你有的不爽　讓我來分擔
C 　　　　　　　　　 Dm
Everything will be alright　Tomorrow will be fine
F 　　　　　　　　　C
太陽依然燦爛　Hey　地球繼續轉
C 　　　　　　　　　 Dm
Everything will be alright　Tomorrow will be fine
F 　　　　　　 C
有我的陪伴　你再也不孤單 (一起終結孤單)
　　　　　　C 　　　　　　Dm
衛冕者接受挑戰　難免也會失敗
　　　　　　F 　　G 　　　　　　　C
人生雖然像一場比賽　還是要保持樂觀
　　　　　　C 　　　　　　　Dm
請你把頭抬起來　幫你把勇氣加滿
　　　　　　F 　　 G 　　　　　　　　　C
有我這樣完美的朋友　High不High　當然很High

♥9:57 PM..Love
haha... today i shall blog about the idols. heh heh heh... my first time blogging about them. hmm... first thing first, jerry.... pls get out of the competition. he sounded so awful!! and i totally agreed with the judges. haha.. rock and roll cannot, disco also cannot but dunno why still in competition. haha... bth...

i tot maia was good. consistent but too erm... hot? haha... yah... and sly, well, yali and i had predicted that he cannot make it in disco lah.. haha... but ok lah... he so cute.. smiling all the way. haha.. i like olinda's voice. so cool. haha...

ok, i have concluded that jerry must go out! by this week!! if not i shall say that his fans are too rich. haha.. i am really surprise to see that he got supporters. haha.. anyway..... today went to my grandma's house. so long didnt go there liao.. since... new year? haha... and my dad lost his keys. haizz... my mum gonna make new lock and keys liao.. actually lost is ok, BUT, he don't know where he lost it thats the worst. he went to his pick up and took the lighter, and i suspected that he forgot to lock it. ZZz.. see what smoking can do? and i just realised that, the pick up got the address of the owner of the car there. yap, i saw it. only pick ups and lorries have it i think. at the bottom of the door. still went downstairs to look for it last night. know what? he was drunk, told us that his key was lost and thats it. he was knock out. talked to him also no response liao. he just tot that losing of keys is so simple. wtf.

anyway, tomorrow will be my first day of work. hope everything goes well. actually.. abit surprise that i can find a job so soon. credits go to ally! haha... thanks ger! yup, must work work to get money. so many things to do. haha... ok, hope the people there are good. supervisor good. workload good. haha... everything good lah. haha...

♥9:05 PM..Love
these few days have been great for me. blissful holiday... hehe... never have i felt so happy before, never have i felt so damn lucky. haha.. suddenly just felt that the darkest part of my life has just past. haha.. just daydreaming only lah... never will i know when is the darkest moment of my life and i don't wish to know when also. haha... what crap am i talking.. nvm. but i have been feeling very tired. since saturday after the paper. haha.. but of course, is happy tired. not stress or pressure. tired but feeling good. off to bed!

♥11:54 PM..Love
yeah!! today.... HAPPENING!!! lolz.... last day of my papers... FINISHED!! this semester is gone!! yoohoo!! damn happy.... official byebye to it.. lolz... although... maybe... supp papers are on their way.. but who cares?? meanwhile i got so much things to do.. so much fun not yet fulfilled. lolz.... anyway......... one word, exam is over!! haha.... but not forgetting those who are taking their exams soon... jia you!! it will be over soon!!

anyway........ (yes, my blog not ending so soon... hee) went orchard after the paper... ok, our luck is not that good. we waited for 518 for like... nearly half and hour? yah... then when 518 came, we decided to take a cab down. so many people taking the bus and plus, we have three persons here, so, taking a cab will be good. SO, we waited for cab but no cabbie came by... and we chased after a cab.. lolz... cant believe we were so desperate.

reached orchard, went to fish n co and had seafood platter for two!! hehe... so nice... then went to hunt for yali's stuff... we walked from PS to Far east... haha... anyway, think she is very happy now.. with all her 'aims' achieved... haha... and i brought a pair of earrings.. hehe... and i think i saw gary at far east.. lolz.. nvm, my eyesight not good lah...

and saw quite a number of celebrities along the way. shen wei jun and Belinda Lee.. then yah... i am super blur today... mistook yali for someone else. lolz... the worst is i didnt realise it until that yali called me... ZzZ... nvm.

haha... we can really shop. practically from one building to another. haha... now i realised that shoes can be in many designs. i mean weird design, weird colors. cannot make it lah.. wondering who will buy them. lolz...

and about time to go home. but we heard some noises from cineleisure, it turned out that the singapore idol finalists are there!! hehe.... SO, we went over. but they were nowhere to be seen. waited for awhile and we went in to cineleisure to walk around and look for sylvester the cat's hp strap (the one in tweenty bird cartoon). but nah, i have proved that the cat is not very famous in singapore. lolz..

then we came out and decided to go home liao since they might finish their performance liao. BUT, luck came by!! lolz... the idol finalists were in a mini bus!! lolz... at first i was no sure whether it was them, i looked and looked, kept pointing to them, i saw maia and daphne.. then..... i saw sylvester!! haha... he looked the same as he was on tv.. hehe... and i was shocked. i didnt know what to say and just kept asking yali was it them?? lolz... but she already waving to them liao!! first time see her so cute. like children waving... haha... and yes, sylvester saw us. some of the idols did. and he smiled. haha... so happy man... there were only like a few of us walking there mah... so of course they saw us. so good... instead of waiting for their appearance at faraway from the stage, we saw them so near to us!! cool.... hehe...

yes... we went home happily. smiling all the way, especially that yali... she is a die hard fan of sylvester. haha... kept smiling to herself, so not herself. haha...

yap, thats about it. haha.. and i have informed everyone in the house, not to wake me up tomorrow. shall sleep sleep and sleep until whatever time i can. haha.. although i knew i will wake up at 9 or 10. haiz... standard time. sianzzz... cant i just sleep a little bit later?? haha.... havent been really sleeping for the past two weeks. shall make it up!! hehe... so happy today.. ok, shall stop mumbling to myself. lolz... going to bed! =)


♥11:53 PM..Love
haizz...i screwed up all my papers... especially CMA... i thought i could do the paper after doing so much of revision papers that i got from tutor.. haizz... how... i dont want supp paper.. sianzz man... everybody was practically yelling and groaning that they cant do the paper.. haiz... dont know why.. now everytime after the papers i just wanna leave the sch as fast as possible.. no discussions and i finally end my queries on the papers as what is done cannot be undone. no more crying for me. i must learn to control myself... although crying can destress... but yah... gonna try... shall stop whinning about the papers and looking forward to sat, when i say bye bye to this sem... i am just waiting for this day.

well, it is not too late to change... =)

♥4:56 PM..Love

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♥1:12 PM..Love
something is wrong. feeling moody...

♥5:49 PM..Love
haizz... this paper sucks.. tutors LOVE theory soOOo much.. don't know why.. why not just on calculations?? it will be easy for them to mark also since it only has one answer. lolz.. ok, i am lame.. haizz.. one word, cant do the paper.

and my whole house is going to tumble over! going to tremble down!! or whatever it is lah... my neighbour today start renovating!! and i didnt know about it until i reached home and found that the ceiling is going to crash down. haizz.. sOOOooOOOO noisy!! damn it! bad day... bad bad bad day... going void deck to study. haizz.. got house also cannot come home.. sianzz...

♥1:01 PM..Love
Exam Fever...
i have been studying for the past few days. so, i expected something to come out from what i have studied. [hope so..] never have i start my revision so early. haizz... just for this sem maybe.. hope wont get disappointed again.. *pray*

good luck to everyone who are having examz..

*haPpi 18th bDaE yaLi! =)*



♥9:01 AM..Love