Youre the Day Dream Fairy. Your kind and sweet and
you do nothing but daydream. Your dreams Are
wonderful and paradise. You no nothing of the
bad in the world and you are so clear in your
emotions> So please vote even if its a 1 !!!


Which Beautiful Amy Brown Fairy Are You? (with pretty pics)
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♥1:40 PM..Love

You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.

"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."

Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth.
Her sign is the dawn sun.

As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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♥11:14 PM..Love
How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light.



♥10:01 PM..Love
sianzz... i kinda wasted my time in sch.. the environment was just damn too noisy for me. those students, don't know they go sch or gossip.. kept talking and talking. so i have concluded that during study week, don't go sch lib to study. it has become a playground.

and i finally touched PCA. but kinda wasted my whole day too. i just don't understand a thing. and i just conclude that i will just take it that it is like that. BUT... i still don't understand. just too many things to learn. shitty.

haizz.. one day has gone and.. nothing is achieve in the end. so disappointed. haizz.. finding a more effective way to learn but still can't. anyway, i have concluded that i shall study behind doors. shall shut myself from the outside world. hahaha... and you all will see me online everyday! haha... did i mention that i wanna study? lolz.. nvm me, i am hopeless.. haha...

saw quite a number of my coursemates. so hardworking..

i don't care already. i have ended my day with all these shit. i shall watch tv tonight.. wahaha... and slack slack slack.. lolz...

♥6:57 PM..Love
have been slacking the whole day.. hee... so sianzzz.... not really in a mood to study.. haha... watching qi tian wu long ji.. nice leh.. not bad show.. haha... oh yah! brother bought earrings for me.. hee... ok lah, is his friend choose one. my bro no taste mah.. haha...

yesterday went to orchard and took this pic with tht ally. haha..



♥7:44 PM..Love
yap. shall stop complaining life for a moment. read a few of my friends' blog. makes me realised that having friends are great and people do care about me. helpful people are around me. so great to have them around. brother will be home soon. shall keep this entry short.

life is WONDERFUL. life is GREAT. haha. for the moment. =)

♥7:24 PM..Love
just realised my blog entries are getting shorter.. nevermind. byebye to my cds.. yoohoo!! lolz... thts all i wanna say for today. and of course, not forgetting that today is quek's bday!! hehe.. although it is like mins to midnight. but here it goes...

quek quek!! happi BdAy!!! hee.....

oh yah.. i miss mensa's fish and chips.. haha.. although i have it today... haha.... cravings cravings....

♥11:34 PM..Love
today sch was such a bored. met zhen and went for lecture. luckily it was only for 15mins lect. i was late for the lect for 10mins? and thankz god that it left only another 5mins for lecturer to sum up the whole thing.

and caiyu talked to me, 'although i am not with you all, but i still care about you all..' i am touched. it has been like ages since i last have a chat with her. haizz...

went to watch the terminal despite being broke. hah. quite a nice show. not too bad.

and i am still sick. don't know whats wrong. headache is on its way too.

haizz... life ah life...cant it be any better....

*happy bday lee wei...*

♥7:15 PM..Love
having a fever right now. stomache... felt like puking but nothing come out. shitty. sianzz..

bro will be celebrating his 21st bday with sher.. yeah... must start saving up for their presents. haha.. and i like nan quan ma ma... hehe....

♥11:52 PM..Love
the photo i bought today.. hehe.. shuai si le... this angle look like him.. wahaha..



and the one i took with san one mth ago...





♥1:26 AM..Love
haha.. just reached home. soO tired. went bugis, then esplandade and watched an outdoor concert. nice. and had candy floss. when was the last time i have candy floss?? haha... felt so xin fu today.. haha... don't know why... sometimes it is good to slack once in awhile ya?

happy... =)

♥1:02 AM..Love
nothing special happen these few days. people are just too busy and moody to care about the surroundings. haha... i wanna shop shop shop! i wanna go out! i wanna watch movie!! haha... sianzz... it has been sOOoOO long since i last enjoyed. nvm... this sem will be gone soon.....

♥7:28 PM..Love
had my presentation today. everything was so sucky. but it had all past, so, shall not elaborate anymore. nothing to talk about it also. i just hate clinton. bleah.

got back my business finance coursework, and all i know is that i have to work extremely hard.

people are looking at me at another angle. and of course, it is not something pleasant.

it is not easy to satisfy everyone. but no matter what, i will try my best.

raining raining raining. it just make me feel so down..


♥6:48 PM..Love
Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves. Live the questions now. Perharps you will find them gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.

♥8:06 AM..Love
bro is back from hostel for one week holiday. this means less blogging time, less chatting online, less replying of emails and the list go on and on. haizz.. but nvm, i must stop this habit sooner or later. at least i get to see my bro again. hah. kinda miss his naggings.

those people who shouldn't be here have appear and those who should have disappear. so sad. life is not warmth anymore.

last but not least, effort not appreciated.

what a sad, sad world.

♥9:29 AM..Love
haizz.. i am in a foul mood. i know the answer one.. but i forgot everything once i got the paper. sianzz. not the first time lor.. and i was so sleepy. why must it be at 5pm?? nvm, i am finding fault with everything. i am so fed up with myself. and in the bus, a malay was sitting beside me, crying and talking on the phone. and she was sitting on my bag strip and moving here and there, damn fed up lor! u sit don't move is ok, but she just cant keep her butt still!! i get so pissed off that i pull from her and she diao me and i diao her. whatever, wanna find fault come lah. damn.

♥7:02 PM..Love
i still find life boring.. dont you all think so? haizz.. having the igs test at 5-6pm. sad sad.. cant enjoy the whole day. and the best thing is... i study liao but forgot everything. clap clap.. heard that if sleeps too late, yr memory will be shorten.. i think that is true.

i still dont understand why damai is having its 1oth yr anniversary dinner on 911. 911 is such a bad day. tests and not forgetting the 911 3rd year anniversay. i think is 3rd year.. nvm. time flies.

when can everything ends? haizz.. sianzz is all i can say..

♥8:11 AM..Love
haizz... i think i pissed someone off today again.. sad sad... so sorry.. haizz.. guess i cannot be a good friend. hope i am forgiven...

♥8:26 PM..Love
omg... my comp cannot make it lah.. one more step to break down liao.. whaaha... but nvm, at least i can still blog now? heh.... saw beizhen in sch today!! hehe.. so hardworking leh.. come to my sch to study.. cos her sch too far. haha.. and is like so long never see her liao... we live like a few storeys apart only but.. haha... like 1 or 2 years liao? sad sad...

and i dunno whether i should be considered to be lucky or what, i didn't get to present today! haha.. at first i was still hoping, well, finish fast good lah.. BUT, i saw how the audience kept asking questions! and the questions are not easy... omg.... no sympathy at all... sad sad.... i don't know how to tackle questions one lor.. die die... but heck lah.. next week then worry liao! wahahaha..... =P

went to giant and ntuc. bought lots of tibits and biscuits. haha..... no food will die sia.... my mum lah, even since my bro go to hostel, she anyhow cook liao.. haizz... bias!! haha... but nvm lah, i understand.. cos she cook i also dun eat alot... wahaha.... and she kept nag nag nag... haha.... ok, i am crazy... damn happy today... don't know why.... but so sad, today is going to pass soon. haha.. why am i talking about this?? hahaha.... siao liao... kk... gtg eat... bleah...

♥6:54 PM..Love
got this from Seventeen....

We are in control of how we want our lives to be. We can either be choked up with misery and bitterness, or filled with happiness. Anger and resentment is a heavy burden to carry. To forgive means that you refuse to carry painful and debilitating grudges around with you for the rest of your life. You are refusing to cling to the resentment of people having done you wrong. You are giving yourself some immediate relief from your own anger.

So, say 'phew' and manage that anger.

anger management... i shall try to curb my anger from now. i am getting tired of myself. can someone help me? nah.. i shall help myself.. i will not show my feelings to anyone anymore.. it will only worries people around me... but too bad.. i will still tell blogger... it is still my favourite place to tell everything...

fell sick yesterday. didn't go to choir and slept once i got home. haizz... anyway, getting better physically... and i think i didn't mention to you all.. i rebonded my hair. it is not very straight but at least it is easier to maintain...

♥7:59 AM..Love
got this from someone's blog... i think is shuhui's friend...

shakespeare once said. true love only comes twice. by the time u know what's true love, the first one would have already been over. only then you would appreciate the 2nd one.
How true is it?

♥9:37 AM..Love
san is off to canada again liao.. she will be back like... next year? haha... so sad....

♥9:03 AM..Love
haizz... i failed my mid sem for legal aspects. haizz... sianzz... so sad.. but i am more fed up than being sad. and i am one who will get angry until i cried. so sianzz.. quite disappointed. i thought i will pass, but i failed. then what i thought i will fail, i passed. meaningless man... legal aspects is open book test lor, and i just cant pass it. i really don't know how to study for it liao. and i am prepared to retake this sub next sem anyway. project part 2 i also failed. whatever... no wonder tutor kept prompting me to contribute to ans last tutorial. so sad.... wonder coursework will pass or not... things just don't turn out the way i want it to be. life is sOOOoooo damn boring.

just now watched ch 8, the sch belle thingy... saw him in the background. too bad that he is not one of the contestants...

and susilo and jiawei are going to get married. great....


♥1:28 AM..Love